I am this quiet, introverted and invisible person by nature. Lately, I have been going to social events, work events, neigbours invites, mums from school’s events etc, and while trying to fit in everywhere, I end up saying the wrong thing.
Going against my nature.
I really enjoy the social events, but I always come home, wishing I was easy going, sociable and open like other people.
Now I wonder if I should just stop trying, and stop going to these social events. Stay that invisible introverted person. Maybe I am making things worse for myself and end up acting swkwardly.